Tuesday, May 13


Okay, so I know what you're thinking,
"this girl Lyndsey, must be some uber depressed chick with astronomical issues going on in her life. She writes nothing but soap operas."


   Let me clear the elephant from the room that we've all been worming around. I'm fine, healthy, and pretty happy with my life right now! I'm not suicidal, and I'm not suffering from any medical condition that would in otherwise impair me from thinking cohesively. Merely, I do a lot of thinking- and feeling. This blog is like a monologue of my thoughts, (hence the rather abstract title). Whether good or bad, I write about myself and the world, all the way to outer space and beyond. I won't deny that I'm more on the darker end of the spectrum than most-


   -but, I haven't killed anyone, yet! So I should at least get some credit in that area, right? 

    I suppose that's warranted... 
   Anyways, despite my darker taste and personality, I'm a perfectly normal human being. I've got two eyes, and two feet. Which pretty much means you're well enough to label yourself as human under the species identification chart.
   My purpose in writing such dark things is in part, to vent my feelings, but also to reach out to those dealing with similar issues. In my case, I've found that just knowing someone else has been through what I'm dealing with can make the situation seem a lot less scary. Knowing that someone else has struggled down the same path I'm about to take, is a welcome reminder that we're all living on this planet; and aren't alone, despite our differences.
   I've had a lot happen to me in my life, mostly resulting from failed relationships rather than actual physical hardships. Though that has been a long and painful journey, it's taught me many important things about myself and the world.The most important of which is that
we all go through pain, suffering, and trials at one point, or multiple points, in our lives. That doesn't mean that we should to lay down and let them beat us though. I've become to solidly believe in the wonders of time. It can really heal all wounds, if you work hard towards achieving it. No matter how hard things are for you right now, it will always get better if you strive to do your best to change them. I can promise you that it will get better.
   Hopefully now you've come to realize I'm not in any danger of self inflicted mutation, or other such mental consequences resulting from insanity. Thank you to all those who've made blogging such an amazing experience for me, I really appreciate your support and advice. 

This makes me happy for some reason!

Until next time!


  1. Sad to say, I am a very happy person according to everyone I know and to my self, but that pie chart sums up my wardrobe as well.

  2. Amen. Its ok to like darker things. Im the same way. I love emo style clothes and piercings but Im happy! I smile and love life. and thats ok.

    I agree that it helps others when they see that people get them and understand them. thats why its so important to share your story and experiences. Keep it up!

  3. Awh, I hope people haven't been judging you for being YOU. That's not right. ^.^
    Anyway, I love your blog and I'm a new follower! :)

  4. I know right. I hate how people just assume that I'm sad or whatever when I'm silent. Lovely post.

    Which is why I've nominated you for the Liebster Blog Award! Check it out: http://ndwrjournal.blogspot.in/2014/05/liebster-award-again.html

  5. The pie chart exactly sums up my wardrobe as well. All hail for BLACK! :D

  6. Omg i love those kpop idiol your page is so cool.
    I'm starting an fashion blog as petite girl be sure to check my page if you have time :))


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